Way Of Learning... and conviction...
For the past 13 days, it has been quiet for me, trying to figure out what and where has gone off in my life, what God plans to do WITH and IN my life.. and somehow, i think i've gotten the answer...
30th Jan
I went back to NP for CF (NOT knowing what they were gonna do and that it was their last CF meeting for the semester before they break for exams). I was actually in a "I'm physically tired, so should i go" kinda mood" and was thinking and thinking real hard during the Tuition session at Macpherson.. somehow, the tiredness began to go away and yeap, i made my decision to go..
I truely believed that God was working at that time..Amen!! Praise the Lord!!
Going back to NPCF was like.. "wow.." its really been awhile.. and even though i felt a like out of place, the familiar envt soon took over the unsureness.. meeting up with Fuji and Munto, plus some of the CFers who were at WOW,(those that i knew) was really heartwarming PLUS knowing some other new brothers and sisters in Christ was like WAH!!! and i really really praise and thank God for that.
Watched a video after the P/W session. video was bout this 5 year boy who passed away after failing a bone marrow transplant, and how God comforted his parents and turned their sorrow into Joy.. if im not wrong, the father is one of the HK actor.. famous for the police series.. yupp..
And well, after that, Munto did his sharing.. and i could really feel God stirring my heart, like that of when i read "Rachel's Tears." (Book bout the Columbine highschool shooting)
Coming from the angle of "letting go of the 'old' and being a NEW CREATION", i could feel that was telling me to let go and start anew from whateva problems that i have and m currently facing. It's like God giving me a CHALLENGE to be a NEW CREATION, that i cannot dwell in the oldself when it's time to let go and let God. Why stop working when God hasn't stop working since the 1st day of creation?
And now, what for, for a NEW CREATION? Well, It's to IMPACT people's life, to those around me.. it like, after reading "Rachel's Tears" i felt so ashamed of myself..
1. How have i impacted people's life for the past 23 years?
2. Have i always been a testimony?
3. My relationship with GOD
I realised that it's what i've read and from what Munto shared, there is this confirmation and that its really TIME for me to rise up and be a testimony.. NOT for myself, but for God, that all those around me can and will see the difference and give God the glory due! Amen!
To God be the Glory
imloved
Victor (t0r).
Enteredtheworld, 29/09.
Christian.
Tributor.
FLIGHTer [0].
Guitarist.
Bassist.
Drummer.
WorshipLeader.
Mimist.
EarlyChildhoodEducator.
*My Heart's deepest wishes*
* Grow closer to God each day
* Walk With Jesus Daily
* Be A DOG
* Share the Gospel
* External Family to receive God as personal Saviour
* Friends to receive God as personal Saviour
* To be raptured.. =)[1 Thessalonians 4:13-17]
*MY WISH LIST*
#1___ 3 storey cage for my hamster
#2___ Mango Soft Cream Wax from Foodskin*
#3___ 4G ipod NANO
#4___ SE [w580i] or [w660i] or [w850i] or N95
#5___ new leather sling bag
#6___ piano/keyboard
#7___ Amplifier for eletronic drum set
#8___ Digital metronome
#9___ Creative Prodikeys DM
#10___ DSC-W50/S Cyber-shot W Series