im back blogging.. for now at least..
it has pretty been up and down for me
pretty much to sum it up..
"i dunno what im really doing"
i think im lost..
but somehow, i think i know what to do..
so, is it a matter of reluctancy?
OR
just being afraid to face it?
its so hard to face it up..
wanting to be on the spiritual side of God
yet falling down to the weakness of man
oh well.. only time will tell
and that's when i truely seek God humbly..
anyway..
just to let you guys know
i lost my voice... yea.. maybe like what Kath said,
"mayb u got to go back to the sea to find the evil sea witch like Ariel did"
haha.. way to go Kath.. idea idea..
should do it at Seletar Resv.. hmmm..
alright.. im being nonsensical..
anyway, the reason i lost my voice was cos
i was a facilitator at MPS
"GO yellow house!!!!"
Tell you..
the bunch of children!
They are good man!
especially the girls and the malay boys!
Rah Rah sia..
ME: "Yellow house OEIIII"
Yellow House: "Oeeeeiiiii"
ME: "Yellow house OEIIII"
Yellow House: "Oeeeeiiiii"
Electricfy-ing atmosphere man!
Haha.. really really enjoyed them so much..
and i know, they did too..
oh well... for now..
in need of a HOT honey lemon tea.. yea..
tata..
oh yea.. one more thing..
haha..
i bought a pair of "shrek ears"
haha.. shreky me!
imloved
im abstaining from this drink called Coca Cola..
4 days since i touched the stuff.. im really proud of myself!
Resist.. resist.. resisting the temptation..
Wheee... and ya..
no Pepsi too..
haha.
Resistance!
Matters Of The Heart
it is not easy as it seems
settling matters of the heart.
decisions making
through the human ways
is not always the best method
to get the best solution for all.
problems, issues araises
only God can see it whole.
for only He can understand
our deepest feelings and thoughts.
so help me Lord
to seek your will
to show me the
where, what, when and how
that i will not seek what
is based on my own understanding
but that is of
Your divine intervention
give me the courage Lord
for the road ahead is difficult.
be a light unto my path
guiding me through every decision.
in You then i will grow
all for Your glory.
Amen.
imloved
Chanced upon this passage..
Really find it encouraging..
One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets of town,
taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick.
Suddenly, my daughter, Aspen ,spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat.
"Dad, I'm thinking of something."
This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some fact for a while,
and was now ready to expound all that her six-year-old mind had discovered.
I was eager to hear.
"What are you thinking?" I asked.
"The rain!" she began, "is like sin, and the windshieldwipers are like God wiping our sins away."
After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond.
"That's really good, Aspen."
Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take this revelation?!
So I asked... "Do you notice how the rainkeeps on coming? What does that tell you?"
Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer:
"We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us."
I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers on.
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
imloved
I pray this day
to take control of my life
the good and the bad
take it all take it all
This is my cry
Abba Father
take me and break me
break me and mould me
mould me and make me
to be more like You
more like You Lord
Hold me steadfast in You
steadfast in Your word
to have this identity of Christ
that i'll seek you more and more
to seek your will
that what You think is more important
then how and what people look at me
seeking favor from You instead of men
Hold me close to You
never let me go
presence and grace
to walk with You daily
closer and closer each day
to live for Your glory
that i in You and You in me
Amen.
What is yours will be yours
What is not yours.. leave it.. give it up...
DONT brood and have wishful thinking!
Victor (t0r).
Enteredtheworld, 29/09.
Christian.
Tributor.
FLIGHTer [0].
Guitarist.
Bassist.
Drummer.
WorshipLeader.
Mimist.
EarlyChildhoodEducator.
*My Heart's deepest wishes*
* Grow closer to God each day
* Walk With Jesus Daily
* Be A DOG
* Share the Gospel
* External Family to receive God as personal Saviour
* Friends to receive God as personal Saviour
* To be raptured.. =)[1 Thessalonians 4:13-17]
*MY WISH LIST*
#1___ 3 storey cage for my hamster
#2___ Mango Soft Cream Wax from Foodskin*
#3___ 4G ipod NANO
#4___ SE [w580i] or [w660i] or [w850i] or N95
#5___ new leather sling bag
#6___ piano/keyboard
#7___ Amplifier for eletronic drum set
#8___ Digital metronome
#9___ Creative Prodikeys DM
#10___ DSC-W50/S Cyber-shot W Series